Hey Soul Sister

Alright. You aren't a sister. Or anywhere close to being a woman. But nothing could describe my feelings for you better than the term soul sister. From the moment I heard it, I knew someone would come along someday who'd sing it to me. It's nothing romantic really. I've learnt that, finally. That love, doesn't need to be romantic to be love. I could be more in love with you than I've ever been with any other man, but I still wouldn't call it romantic. Then what would it be? Well I really don't know. And I promised I wouldn't question it. So I won't.
Nevertheless, this is an ode to you, my companion,best friend, messaging buddy, lover, brother, father, boyfriendish something, friend with accidental benefits, my soul sister and finally my Afreen. The only thing you'll never be to me is a mother, because that's me to you and I have a wonderful one of my own.
When I was lost and out on my own and trying hard to put on a brave face and wipe my own tears, you came and held me close and told me all types of assholes exist in the world. You never told me to fall in love with you and neither did you expect anything in return.
Something that started off so small and so unexpectedly, has turned out to be the most beautiful phase of my life. And it's all because of you.
Thank you :)
What we are, the world won't understand. Hell, I don't think we do either. But it doesn't matter as long as we have each other. For the first time in my life, I'm not afraid. Not afraid to let go, because when I fall, I know it'll be into your arms. And yes, you'll probably bite me after, but that doesn't matter, cause I'll just bite you back. Yes baby, for everything you do, you will get an equal reaction. If you spank my ass, your non-existent ass can kiss itself goodbye. And if you kiss me, your lips don't need to wait for much longer. I won't regret it. Not one bit. Nothing has felt more warm actually. It surprises me how comfortable I was in your arms. All the time. And the ease with which you carried all the weight of my shoulders and blew it into the wind, like it never even existed.
The look on my face when you told me that she kissed you was only matched by the same on yours when I told you that he did the same with me. Same night, same place, when everyone thought we were 'taken'. You're most definitely mine, but you sure aren't 'taken'. Yes, there is a difference.
It's funny, how every love song reminds me of you but I still would never want to date you. It would ruin the sanctity of anything and everything that's going on now.
If you ever read this, you'd probably scream 'GAY' in your head. But go ahead, do it. Maybe I am a little gay afterall. And well, so are you :P
They see the change around me too. Everyone does. And it's the good one. The only thing they hate is how often we meet :P Do we plan it really? NO! It just works out I believe, and will they understand that? NO! Ofcourse they wont. I don't expect them too.
Coincidentally, as I write this, I remember and laugh, it's been six months since I met you Khurana. Six months. Feels like a lifetime doesn't it? Everything just seems longer and slower sometimes and then sometimes you realize how fast it's gone by. Confused state of affairs really.
So, before I forget, Happy Anniversary! :P Yes, you can shout GAY again.
We've reached a milestone, and never even realized. That's the connection Buoy. Right there. From the moment you walked into Abhay's house exactly six months back and curtly nodded at me and walked away, till that time when you looked me in the eyes and kissed me on the nose a week back, I have always looked at your face and smiled. Your face man, it just does things to me...
Not sexually. Chill.
At the moment, I can think of a million songs which were written just for us. All the ones I've ever told you about. Somewhere deep down, there is a connection.
How we got here? I don't know. But I do know that we were meant to. Destiny baby, destiny :)
I tried my best to hide my heart away cause I was scared of getting hurt and I still am, but I know and believe that you will never be the one to hurt me or bring tears to my eyes. I gave you a part of me, I know you can break but I trust you never to break it.
I want to say a million more things, but you won't stop texting, and I'm very tempted to text back. So that's all for now. I've given you enough of an ego boost for 10 years. And I expect repayment of some sort, preferably if you could meet me more often :) Dooriyaan zaroori toh hain, par itni bhi nahi :)

Okay bas. Bye.
Yes I lovuu too :P
Mwaah,
Juu/Jutadh/Chu chu/Juggie/Jogggie/Jugni/BALL



"Out of the doubt that fills my mind,
I finally find, You and I, Collide"